Shh...I have a secret..

Wanna know???

Did you guess it?? Yes,we're expecting baby #2 in November!!

"I can't keep up and I can't back down..."

This is my daughter..Gorgeous right? 10 months old Sunday and every bit mommy's shadow. I LOVE my daughter. She is smart,sweet,beautiful, and the light of my life. I adore her. But I've been staying home with her for 10 months and I'm slightly restless. You see, my daughter is clingy. She hates to be put down unless I'm right beside her, she sleeps in our bed-and only if I'm holding onto her, she doesn't even like going to her daddy if she wakes up at night...It's been rough. I'm getting a little worn down lately, it's hard never having alone time. It causes tension with my guy, a house that's a mess, and a frazzled me. I don't ever want to feel like that about my daughter...she is honestly the very best thing that's ever happened to me. So what do I do? I'm worried about trying to sleep train her for her crib because it's looking like it's going to be a huge crying adventure..and I hate to see my baby cry. I don't know how to make her more independent but still secure that mommy loves her and isn't leaving.

2 Months!!

Today my sweet little angel turned 2 months old! I can't believe she is already 2 months,it seems like I was still waddling around 9 months pregnant just the other day. She is already such a huge part of our lives though. I can't remember what our lives were like before her. I don't remember what it's like to go to bed when I want and sleep all night,or to carry a purse instead of a diaper bag. I can't remember getting dressed without making sure I can nurse in that outfit or a time when I wasn't constantly worried about my baby girl. In the last 2 months I have been pooped on,peed on,thrown up on,drooled on,spit up on,scratched,had my hair pulled and had blisters on my boobs from breastfeeding. I wouldn't trade it for the world though. I am the happiest I have ever been. And even though Ben and I have less alone time, I think we are closer than ever. I adore my little family.